Anybody can apologise. Few repent (metanoia: change of mind).
If you have broken someone’s trust it is wrong to expect that trust to be returned only because you mouthed an apology no matter how fervent.
You must apply yourself to revenge the disobedience.
2 Corinthians 10:6 King James Version
And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.